Nothing but I am a Joke.

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I want to talk something about Chinese view. After all, I am a Chinese, I have too little experience about Blacks. I have thought how to avoid being focused by autho________ . and I finally plan to log in here every two month (one month for here and another month for .com website, www.chimpout.com). for security, I will cite lots of opinion and share my daily life. (At last, I don't share those Chinese view, so I can only share them at next time, A little guilty I am)
Recently I have finished the national entrance exam for postgraduate studies. But, I forgot to fill machine-readable card in math exam, while my professional discipline - The Principles of Chemical Engineering seems fairly good...... So I cannot sure whether I pass the exam.

First, as you know, Chinese society have no lockdown nowadays. Plenty of Somewhere like Nucleic acid testing point, Vaccine station are closed. I don't want to express any comment or attitude about this. So the following thread(comment) is ready for you.



Second, My regretful attitude from heart to my history is another thing I really want to share. I guess a quite few of here's boy reckon Chinese as 100% Black-hate society(in other word, every Chinese hate Blacks and Muslims), there are right, loosely speaking. Because certainly, There are exceptions to everything. And, I used to be the exceptions, This is one reason I made my studies out of practice when my classmate (some of them)had been admission to be a master student, or (some of them) got a seemed good job. I reviewed my ridiculous campus years, I "surprisingly" found I'm complaining our society is too racism when my classmate were finding job, and When my roommate were gone from dormitory I wanted to incite my female friend to become more feminism (Uhhhh, from nowadays perspective, I infer she was far away from feminism. Yeah, she has nothing to do with feminism, no connection, no interest). Indeed, I have a coward personality(but then I correct my word before, Chinese people are not such coward, It's just my characteristic), so at that time I did some tentative extravagant intimate behaviors to my closest friend. At first our roommate just reckon my behaviors as kidding. But for some days later, they just "persuade me in kind and patient", to convince me stop those disgusting action. "If you have mental problem, It is really advisable to find a psychologist, for curing you Mental Problem carefully. Do not do these thing, just like a gay. Just be honest, brave, be a man and keep away from all sort of toxic ideology and thought" The original is not necessarily accurate, but the meaning is like that. Of course, my ungraceful behavior had irritated my friend successfully, he made a fierce blasphemy to me and the relationship almost broke (maybe? but I really resistant to try again). He "advised" me to hug other guy, especially those "Chimps" from Africa. Of course, he won't apologize for this (the status quo result is quite good, In fact it's absolutely my false)



I feel those details are enough, It's really shameful. The result is quite apparently: Maybe a part of my classmate costumed a lot of time into games, TV plays (on computers in fact), And Heterosexual Boyfriends/GirlFriends. But they certainly spent they time on something and some knowledge useful, Although some of these thing are just entertainment. Of course, they won't consider and make some no-sense suspicion about "Am I a racism/Muslim-hater/Male chauvinist". Of course, most part of them have never chatted with any Blacks/Greens or all sort of people like this. And, when they become master students and get their jobs, I become a "Master" of "Antifasm".


Suddenly, My reputation of here, is just, fall down right now. I don't want to justify for myself anymore. Uhhhhh, I was supported to list several point to share more thing.
So, you have read those my joker-like history. Ahhhhhhh, I have opened my heart. Maybe I am just a joke, Maybe you will feel sorry for me, but I won't take it to heart already. If you ask me about "What do you think about those questions?". I have not a specific answer. But one thing is absolutely clear, absolutely. I will never be deceived by disgusting WhiteLeft and all of it's thought, ideology, assertion. But the other side, I just keep distance with that toxic thought, and keep away from those hazardous people like Muslim and Blacks (follow my parents advice), I don't want to put my energy on questions like "Should we let these chimp out?" and so on. The state of ours is far away from need to concern and there is millions of people who have strong will to put those laws like this.
I want to use my strength into some practical skills rather than those unnecessary issue. Now I'm reading "Fluent in 3 months" written by BENNY LEWIS, It's a tool to learn language better. Yes, I want to grind some really useful out, rather than those harmful Baizuo thought.

Emm, Ja, I have lose my face to show you my history. In fact, I don't care what you call me now."nigger"?"Trash"?"Chink". Oh all just Whatever you want (But It's better to chat those in other place, I'm looking forward for you reply in fact). I will not angry anymore and for a little bit I feel I'm deserved. It's nothing wrong that I'm the unique Joker of my college, "The rare bird". I will never angry in this question. You see, I'm sucker already. But whether you view this shit past, I don't want someone just go through those experience like me.


Blacks lives matter? No, no matter how there lives matter, These useful skill and knowledges are really really most matter. And, are Blacks really matter? Other lives not matter? Humph!!!



I know that Western world have a lots of bad policy, but I fell I'm not qualified to critical. I should improve myself carefully and take care of myself. It's feasible for me to far away from those problems in our society.



anyway, At last I want to announce this for 3 times:
Never believe those idea like feminism, Antifa, LGBT, and It's advisable to keep focus on these thing or skill make ourselves progress really!
Never believe those idea like feminism, Antifa, LGBT, and It's advisable to keep focus on these thing or skill make ourselves progress really!
Never believe those idea like feminism, Antifa, LGBT, and It's advisable to keep focus on these thing or skill make ourselves progress really!


Now, I'm continue to focus my eyesight on those really useful knowledge, I'm looking forward every comment!